Mind Fuck -His Experience

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Every once in a while, one of my playmates sends me his take on things, I was moved by his words on his experience with me…with his permission, I present … Mind Fuck

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Did I tell you all that words take me away … his 150 word essay blew me away!

My Escapades Archive

• December 2023
• May 2023
• January 2023
• December 2022
• September 2022
• April 2022
• February 2022
• December 2021
• October 2021
• September 2021
• August 2021
• July 2021
• June 2021
• April 2021
• March 2021
• February 2021
• January 2021
• December 2020

I didn’t know it at the time,

I didn’t even know what it was called

My Soul knew.

I never wanted Sex,

I wanted Intimacy.

I wanted to FEEL my feelings

I wanted someone to explain the feelings

Someone to make me feel safe, for feeling this way.

They say, “when the student is ready, the Teacher appears”,

Queen Phemie appeared.

I didn’t know how to ask for her

I didn’t know what to say,

I just knew….”it’s her”

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I needed to enter her space,

feelings on display,

half afraid, half aroused.

Let her take control,

feel me out emotionally.

I knew she’d know,

she’d understand my emotions,

my primal need to serve, worship,

that need that’s been there since adolescence.

That craving to give and be the source of her pleasure,

without sacrificing my masculinity.

I wanted to be proud of my desire for her,

my desire to please and serve,

to be erect and earn her gift of pleasure,

and her privilege of her attention.

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I loved having her attention,

I loved giving her affection.

I loved having my emotions simmer,

until She is ready to let me boil over.

I craved touching her,

kissing her,

pleasing her.

I loved emotionally losing consciousness,

and being granted the freedom to do so.

Every soul needs that

Every male needs a Queen to serve,

a worthy Queen.

My body has since recovered,

my soul however,

is still recovering,

from the “mindfuck” I’ve waited YEARS for.

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